eat n' drink pink: IN VITRO A NO GO!

Thursday, March 20, 2008

IN VITRO A NO GO!

Oh well, we will try again. I might as well post this since I know many of you are wondering!! We are bummed, but my bum wants more shots, and my body wants to give more blood and my hormones need more raging, and I am a pro at getting naked waist down, so why not just do it all again!! Thanks for your thoughts and prayers! I was really sad at first, but honestly if it means we get to spend more alone time with our adorable little Alexis then how could we possibly complain!

Better luck next time!!

13 comments:

Jayne Layne said...: Way to have a positive attitude! I admire you for your effort and persistance. go treat yourself to a manicure like I just did :) I bet you don't have a BONNY nails there. Who chooses the name Bonny? That ws for sure the Vietnemese lady's favorite American name.

All serious though, good luck and I love ya. You will remain in my prayers!; March 20, 2008 at 7:21 PM
suzy said...: Jek...I'm glad you posted this because I was thinking about you the other day. Are you going to put more than one egg in next time??? I'll totally help with the twins! :); March 21, 2008 at 8:44 AM
suzy said...: p.s...can you try again soon, or do you have to wait for some time period? Good luck! I'll be thinking about you!!!; March 21, 2008 at 8:54 AM
kristenlucy said...: ugh...that totally sucks!!

i do have to say though, each time things didn't work for me i secretly felt a little relieved...the sickness could be put off for another month!! :)

i always liked to go to the mall and get myself a little treat to make me feel better!! :)

i'll be thinking of you!!

love, kristen; March 21, 2008 at 3:43 PM
JENNIFRO said...: I love my sissy. Hang in there. Good advice Jayne, I bet a manicure would really cheer her up! Maybe she should get a chili dog too. Another great way to lift your spirits.; March 21, 2008 at 7:13 PM
holly said...: I'm sorry to hear that. I admire your positive attitude.
Your little Alexis is just ADORABLE!

p.s. thanks for putting the easter egg hunt together today. My kids had BLAST!; March 21, 2008 at 8:57 PM
Life these days...... said...: =( It will happen when the time is right! Spoil Alexis!; March 23, 2008 at 9:58 PM
Anonymous said...: Great attitude Jess! You are a sweetheart and things will of course, as you already know- work out!!; March 23, 2008 at 10:20 PM
jill said...: Sorry Jek! You know I love you and if that doesn't make all the pain and disappointment go away nothing will.; March 24, 2008 at 11:18 AM
carey said...: Sorry to hear that, Jessica. You're such a trooper & you guys will be in our prayers!; March 25, 2008 at 8:33 PM
Arriola said...: Jessica - I can't even imagine how crappy that must have been... but hey - just know that with all your crazy feminine energy and vibe, there has just GOT to be at least one more little girl in the cards for you!! And probably a couple of crazy little boys to balance you out as well!!!!! I mean, really, how could there NOT be? I'm just sure of it! Hang in there girl. -AMY; March 29, 2008 at 10:48 PM
Tiffany & Co. said...: Jess, so sorry to hear it didn't take. Infertility is one of the most frustrating things! I really do admire your attitude. You will have another baby, it's just a matter of time. So proud of you for wanting to do it again, that would be a hard decision. Good luck with round 2!; April 4, 2008 at 8:32 AM
Anonymous said...: Oh I hate that! Please let me help you next go around! You just made me hurt for you seeing you so exahted at the salon the other day.
Next time your body will know what is going on and welcome it!; April 8, 2008 at 10:09 AM

My little buddies talking...

"i promise i will obey cause i have to get apple juice down my throat, so I won't throw up, but i have too. "When being punished from apple juice

"Mom, is he milking your boob off? While nursing one of the boys

"Um, she's kinda wimpy"When asking if she had fun with her friend, don't know where she heard that word.

During her bath, i walked past her and she said"Mom, your cute." Thanks hon. "Mom, your beautiful." Dang, your nice. "Mom, your bery sweet" Wow. "You are".

"Honey those are way to small for you." "They fit, but they don't, but they do."When trying on her preemie clothes last week.

I am officially being called "sweet motha" or just "motha".

"Mom i need you to turn the cold heater on, the cold one so i don't get hot."

Alexis is always sneaking out of bed right after we tuck her in. She is allowed 1 warning. I usually go straight to the computer, becuase there is no point in going downstairs becuase i know the "escape" will happen within minutes. So just a minute ago, i turned around to see if her door was open. Well lo and behold she is basically right behind me. I had no idea she was there.

I said "okay, well..." She said, "That's my warning, don't forget a kiss, duh, silly goose". "Okay, goodnight, Alexis"

"Oh look at po0r Mitchell, he is so sweet, i could just eat him alive." When looking at a very cute picture of him.

"I love Sis Horn and she loves me and i love her. keep safe blake and help him to come over and emma and issac and eric and help jesus be nice to me becuase i love him so much??"

this was her prayer when we asked her to say a few things differently than her normal prayer which is always "dear Heavenly Father keep safe Jesus, and bless mommy, daddy and the boys in the name..."

When asking why she is putting all her toys in a backback, her reply was " just organize-ik".

I asked Alexis how her walk was tonight with Grandpa Miller and she said " he gave me two dollars (because he found a $5 bill in a bush, he gave her two because he is older and gets 3), I love him SOOO much, he is the best, I could just eat him alive"!!!

With wide eyes Alexis said "Look! there is a squirrel up in the tree!, that is so beautiful and gorgeous!"

While holding up a dollar bill, alexis said "why do you have been mom cash? This is big cash. I want big cash!" i could think of a lot bigger cash than that.

I asked alexis her favorites...

veggie... guacanoli (actually she hates avacados)

what she wants to be when she grows up... have babies

fruit... grapes

"Dear Heavenly Father, Keep safe Jesus, bless this food that it will be healthy and safe, I love james and I don't know what kind of birthday cake he will have, name of Jesus Christ, Amen." Morning prayer on the day of James' birthday, March 6, 2010

The kids and I were walking throught a beautiful cemetary behind Jill's house. When Mitchie wandered off toward the gravestones Alexis yelled "Quick Mom! Get Mitchie. I don't want him to be dead in one second!" She made me tell her all the names on the gravestones. She would say'Oh Aunt Jayne, Oh. I know James!!" April 12, 2010

Some of the things that ALexis has mentioned in her prayers are... "I love smashing ants, i love mom i could just pop her teeth out", I will add more soon. 4/27 2010

"I am thinking about Match in my brain". Why? "Cuz, brains just think about Match." 3-29-10

She was writing a letter to Meemaw and she wanted to have more and more tape, so I said give me a hug then, and she did and while doing said "Good to see ya, Happy Birthday."

5/11/2010"Dear Meemaw. I love you your beautiful, beautiful with your make up and would you please let me borrow some of it at my house, in the name of Jesus Christ Amen, love Alexis." 5/11,2010

May 30th
Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for this day. Dad spanked me today and mom spanked me, please bless Matthew he is so beautiful, in the name of Jesus....
today's dinner prayer.

6/3/2010
During her prayer Alexis said " Dear H.F. please bless Sunny, she is so beautiful and when i see her again I will give her a rose and I will throw her a stick and play catch.

3/20/12
Matt said a few days ago. "Mom, you ugly, daddy ugly, Mitchie ugly, I not ugly, lexis ugly, everyone ugly, not me!" Yep, he was mad and that is how he gets us back!